Nothing will change if you are not so gonna give people chances.

If you keep on jumping conclusions about someone based on their not-so-good sides, no matter what they do, they will just mean nothing to you.

As serious as it sounds.

It won't get any better. 

At all.

So, I am gonna try.

One more time.

Honestly, I already got tired of it. 

But, I won't going to give up :)

Many times I've asked myself.

"What did actually happened? It has been on the way too fast.... 

All I wish is everything to be back to normal. Will it be possible?"....

No matter how long it takes.

Everything will be back to its supposed positions.

I swear.

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Soooo, back to daily updates.

Bfriend brought me out for dinner.
Had my fav. Honey red tea double pearl, Beefsteak and Gao Lak (chestnut).
He complained that I have been on the way bullying him too much.
LOL.
There is no such thing okay! Haha.

By the way, get well soon, bfriend :)

Good night !
1035pm.
Sleep early tonight. Baibai.

Welcome home, SASA ♥

Lucky to have you, every single day and night.

Lucky to have you, to shoo my mood swings away.

Lucky to have you...

But ... baby girl ...

Why am I feeling really down right now even with your accompany ?

I should have felt guilty, shouldn't I ?

U've come to make me happy.
And I have not responded like what I am supposed to do.

Baby girl.

My tears make your little shirt wet.

I am such a bad owner  mama. 

Well, I know that I am. 

Sorry, baby girl.

HELLOOO ! :D

It's 11:32pm right now. And i gladly say that I am gonna head to bed soon >:D< once in a life time that i go to sleep early yeah? 

hehehe...

Hmm suddenly miss GIRLFRIENDS alot ): 

Argh , i miss youuuuu ! ):

By the way, it's raining heavily today...and why is it so ? Because I've finally started to do my Art since the beginning of the year. LOL. This is just.... oops-so-strange. Hahaha.....

Okay!

Good night bloggy !

Good night world !

DISAPPOINTED !

I am supposed to be happy right now. 

Not in this damn fury.

You just simply don't know.

You just simply don't know anything because you are not me !

How much effort I've put in.

How long I've waited for this to come.

You just don't know.

You just don't heck care !!!

):

What is the point when you are trying your very best and people don't acknowledge your achievements ?

What is the use ?

Where is the moral support that I've been wishing for ?

For everything I've done. 

This is worse than BULLSHIT !

Goddamn ): 

My heart is burning. 

It hurts.

Really hurts.

After so many years of experiencing this, I still can't get used to it !

):

I am serious sad.

Serious disappointed.

You guys know how hard to get myself back to the track, and once again, I'm out of the game.

And that's it. 

Game over !!!!

Got this t-shirt from Nhóc after her trip to Thailand. How gorgeous ! ♥

When will my wish to visit BBK come true? Well, difficult to say now :) unless....oh, unless...LOL, I'm not going to say out. Keep it as a secret then, hehe.

I've been thinking a lot these few days... and that gave me severe headache which was extremely irritating.

But well, guess that tonight's gonna be a good night, after all.

" I gotta feeling "

LOL, so, once again, I'm a happy girl.

Hahahahahaha.

Good nights ♥

 

Today is not my day, huh ? :)

Half day has passed and I swear it was ... oh-my-God-so terrible !

Luckily, I will be going to church in 30 minutes time.

I don't even know what the hell I'm thinking of. 

My head is spinning around nonstop o.0.... i need a listening ear, anyone ? ....

Sigh.

Never mind.

Forget it :)

Decided to change my bedsheet today.

And fortunately, it made me feel better. 

 

Gonna turn on " A lover's concerto " and plugged the earphones into my ears.

It's time to stop all these nonsenses.

Be back after church.

:) 

Stay tuned.

In love with this wonderful song.

Caught it randomly at someone's blog.

This is really pianissimo and you know, a sense of relaxation . I really really mean it.

Was very depressed at first due to some not-worth-considering reasons. And thank God :) i was healed.

I have been totally refreshed. And yeah, Imma happy girl nowww ٩(-̮̮̃•̃)۶ hehe.

How sweet !

If there is anyone who personally record this song for me, i will scream out loud and swear that i love that person until the last day of my life in this world.

Gosh ! My QuickTime is gonna burn out. LOL. My laptop keeps repeating this song - the one and only one song in my playist - since this afternoon and guess what, strangely, I have not got bored to it yet. Oh! It's just so great ...

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So, my weekend went like this.

Woke up at 3pm ( don't be surprised ! I usually sleep in the morning and wake up in the afternoon for weekends. This has been a routine for the past 2 years. )

Pasta for lunch.

Burger for dinner.

Oh, Western Saturday ! LOL.

Caught How to train your Dragon at Downtown East. Voted 5/5.

The story line was fantastic. How can an imaginable-animal like dragon have emotions and feelings while human beings just simply don't even care about it ?

I mean, as for the time being, there are more and more people who become more cruel and selfish to obtain what-ever they want by cunning. Hello ! If you're one of them, you've got no heart at all.

Yeah! Life is unfair. But please. balance it in your own way. Don't spoil and bring it to the worse.

Sorry for the random thought. It was quite out of topic. My mind has been going crazy these few days. And I don't know why. For God's sake.

There is a say from someone.

This is a positive inspiration, but it drives me crazy. How to please everyone around you at the same time ? A hard and complicated task is what i can say.

Goodness ): feeling of hugging someone right now. My bolster doesn't give me that sense of  SECURITY ):

Guess that I need to get myself to bed now. Wish me luck for tomorrow later :) everything will go smoothly, wont it ? ....

Goodnights Good morning everyone ! :)

My post has gone due to internet disconnection.

Lazy to type out again.

Good nights !

I'm totally fed up.

My contact numbers once again : GONE ! :( 

It seems to be, I ain't meant to use Iphone. So complicated and all those related stuffs.

Try to recover, but yeah, I failed.

I know this is crazy, but I just can't get it off my mind.

Just imagine you live at the bottom of the well. Yes, you are having a happy life there with everything you've ever asked for. Out of a sudden, one day, there is a string which enables you to climb to the top of the well. This leads you to another world which is totally different from what you're having.

Perhaps, better.

Perhaps, worse.

Nobody knows.

Will you choose to take that chance to discover a new world riskily and dangerously ?

Or will you just choose to lead a normal life after all ?

I wonder.

Frustrated ! 

I reacted normally and calmly at first when people kept saying in this manner.
But, sorry, I can't take it any longer.
If this happens to be mobile-phones-creators' mindsets, we would still be using black-and-white cellphones !




Still , I have no offence in this post.
Just a general thought anyway !