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30 August 2010 @ 1:07 AM
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Best mommy.
Best sister.
Best boyfriend.
Best family.
Best backgrounds.
What else can I ask for ?
Being greedy isn't a sin, at all :)
28 August 2010 @ 2:24 AM
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Note to self : Forcing myself not to falter at this crucial period.
Note to people-who-have-nothing-better-to-do : Go ahead with your fatuous assumption!
You are not me.
You ain't even related to me.
So, thank you, don't come and ruin my supposed-to-be-perfect life !
:D
Hellyeah!
Gotta go to bed now.
TGIF doesn't stand for "Thank God it's Friday" in my own dictionary, it is more like " Totally Got It, FATIGUE ! " -.-
Haiz.
25 August 2010 @ 7:08 PM
* Friendship.
When being asked " What does friendship mean to you? ",
a grandmother will say:
"It means everything to me. Knowing your grandpa since primary school, strangers became friends, friends became good friends, good friends became best friends, and then we took at step further to be together as husband & wife. Everything starts with a precious friendship."
a mother will say:
" Friendship is truly precious. My friends and I are still contactable even though we are staying apart from each other. One should respect and appreciate friendship."
a teenager will say:
" It's bullshit ! "
:)
To me.
Friendship is just completely bullshit.
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- Previously, friends are always there for you to support you in everything you do unconditionally.
Nowadays, friends are still THERE but always appear invisibly so as to avoid people to seek help from them.
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- Previously, if you cry, friends - as true friends of you - lend you their shoulders and are willing to shed tears with you as long as you feel better and get rid of the burden. Buddy, friends really feel you.
Nowadays, if you cry , friends - so-called friends of yours , still console you but are not with you at all. Who cares ? Better not to give a damn because you will definitely tell them to mind their own businesses. Then, what's the point of putting in effort in the first place?
Friends are failed to cheer you up just because they don't feel you at all.
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- Previously, buddy, if friends are not..really happy with you, they will just be straightforward and tell you. You then try to correct yourself as your best.
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- Previously, when you are in trouble, friends try their very best to help you within their means.
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- Previously, when you have great achievements, friends feel happy for you. Friends wish you all the best to be successful in life, blah blah blah.
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- Previously, when you are somehow a little bit more fortunate than friends, they don't mind it but treat you as normal. Obviously, you do the same thing.
Nowadays, "Fuck! Aiya you have no money, better don't mess around with me. I can't have your accompany. It will spoil my image in others' sights.". Friends at this point of time are disgusting for all those nasty comments. They look down on you in every aspect. "So what? I got money, I have the right to say. You don't, then shut the fuck up!".
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This short list of comparison can be up to 100 points.
Too many to list out.
Too much to say about.
Not to know whether to laugh or cry.
Why on earth that makes people become so selfish, self-centered, nasty and fucked up?
Seriously.
I WAS BORN NOT TO PLEASE EVERY SINGLE ONE ON EARTH !
So please.
Spare me !
Walk off from my life if you don't find any "benefits" from befriending with me.
I don't fucking need you.
I really believe in RETRIBUTION, soon or later.
"Sweetheart" :) it's just the matter of time.
Remember this, God is fair.
I've suffered enough.
He takes from me one single thing, he will repay 10 more things.
Am gonna say no more.
Sickening creatures ! Ooohhh shweeet !
14 August 2010 @ 2:48 PM
* Gastric flu.
Gastric flu tortured me like hell.
Already been 1 week and yet I am still feeling so weak !
Gosh , spare me pls ! This is the peak and most important period that I need to concentrate to study.
The only food that I can digest is porridge.
Chicken porridge lah , fish porridge lah , minced meat porridge lah ...
Aiyo ! =(
Headache is killing me !
Feel like head is gonna burst in any minute ! Drowsiness and giddiness caused by medicine. Come on ! Be fair . Why am I must be the one that always falls sick ?
It's not that I do not take care of myself.
Well, put the blame on my body then !
Why , why and why ?
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Went to 24hour clinic at 1am on Wednesday night due to severe stomach ache.
This is the weekday consultation rate that I captured at that moment.
This is just consultation rate without medication.
Goodness!
They charged me $96++. Killing people !!!
When I checked the receipt out, the total sum of money for medication was less than 10 bucks.
Goodness!
First and last time please ! ):
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Oral exam was postponed to Monday caused I didn't feel any better.
Was asked to go home to rest instead of taking the test.
Guess that I needa find some porridge ( again ?? ) to fill the stomach, take medication and take a rest.
Exhausted !
Seriously !
Haiz.
Bye.
03 August 2010 @ 10:10 PM
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Stress ?
Of course la !
Tiredness ?
Aiyo. Definitely okeh... =.=
But well. Find no point of being down at this point of time.
I mean. What for ?
This is the time that meee needs to encourage myself more than ever.
Me.
Have to.
Tell myself that it's almost over.
Tell myself that things are really gonna be fine and work out like the way I want it to be.
Tell myself that I must be stronger to deal with stresses and everything !
Tell myself that I will never be alone !
Tell myself to work harder, pray more to God and believe in myself .
Tell myself that .
Yeah ! I am finally back to the track :)
The journey has just begun....
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Dark circles are too obvious OMG ! :-ss
