30 November 2010 @ 6:19 PM
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Door-to-door job sucks !
Lol.
So instead of working, we decided to hang around. Sorry Stacey, I didn't mean to.. haha.
:)
Was unlucky for the entire day! Raining, fucked-up people, blah blah... well, unexpected circumstances that we could not avoid... -.-
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Supposed to go to ICA and school this morning but.. I overslept, gosh!
Intended to wake up at 9am and oops, i slept till 1pm in the afternoon, hahaha! :)) no wonder people call me OverSlept Queen! ( or MC Queen also can! LOL ).
Church Youth Camp this coming Friday and I am excited much!
Oh man, it's raining again!
Me dislike =(
Rain makes me feel so down, for no reason. Irritating! =(
P/s: After all, I am definitely sure that I would never be able to change your mind no matter how hard I've tried...
@ 2:22 AM
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I'm supposed to sleep right naooo and not to use phone to compose this stupid entry. omg! what's wrong? since the day I dyed my hair ( fyi I dyed it light brown for freaking 2 times and it still remains black?! oh, no, should reprase it as: it seems like i just did some highlighting?! gosh! ), things have gone way too wrong in every aspect! Is it just an excuse or really a truth?
Yea, right, expect the unexpected ! might as well dont ever think of expecting anything!!! come on, spare me some justice in this full-of-unfairness world...
Bad luck!
I don't mind if I have to encounter one, or maybe few?, or indeed a lot ? Fml...ok fine, anything! I really don't mind to face the difficulty. but please, ONE BY ONE la!!! not everything at one shot like that. how am I going to handle
Cool shit !
Feeling so restless even though I am having my
:(
I need a getaway!!!
20 November 2010 @ 12:51 AM
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The grass is always greener on the other side, isn't it? Silly thoughts since ystd night, haiz OK la fine I am the type that can't stay being down or emotional for too long :/ is it a good thing I suppose? Lol.Ironic much!
During my exam period, I told myself million times that I would go to bed on time (since I'm free) and get sufficient rests once the tests are over!
Guess what!
I am leading the most baddd lifestyle currently with unhealthy meals, super late sleeping time (5-6am) and get few hours (less than 5) of rest daily! Gosh!
Promise!!! Everything will change from next month onwards!
Ok this post is a bit casual and... random? Lol. Okay gotta sleep! Room cleaning tomorrow! Night <3
13 November 2010 @ 4:34 AM
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Sad or happy doesn't make a change anyway.
Sometimes, I don't have a choice for myself.
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Anyway.
Ended exams.
Another battle has just begun.
:)
The previous moment, I smell Christmas.
The very next one, I smell "home-sick".
Insomniaaa!
Sigh.
09 November 2010 @ 9:06 PM
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It’s my mistake for not making you love me more
It’s my mistake for loving you more than you love me
It’s my mistake for not making you love me as much as I wanted you to.
Misunderstanding will just lead to no where.
I'm tired of everything.
@ 3:40 PM
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From cousin:
"Lord, Jesus, help me to walk with you each day of my life, even to Calvary. The sorrow and joy, the pain and healing, the failures and triumphs of my life are truly small deaths and resurrections that lead me to closeness with you. Give me the faith and trust I need to walk with you always. Amen.
Lord, Jesus, failure and disappointment sometimes lead me to despair. Without you, I can do nothing. Please help me to rely on your strength, to see how much I need you. Give me the hope I need and help me never to be afraid to begin again."
From sister:
"I wished I could help you take the examinations. I wished I could help you study. I could do, but sorrily I can't. Sometimes, there are certain things that you need to overcome all by yourself to prove your ability. We have a trust in you. Even though we are not by your side right now, we will always be there to support you and good luck baby".
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Whenever I need, they will always be there.
Whenever I seek help, they will definitely offer me a helping hand.
Distance doesn't really matter.
As long as our hearts stay together.
Honestly.
I'm truly blessed.
For having the most wonderful family that I ain't dare to ask for more.
Thank you, family.
07 November 2010 @ 1:09 PM
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Late for mass at 11am.
Gotta wait for the last mass at 6pm. Haiz.
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Lil update.
Completed all the boxes at Cut the Rope ( mostly by Bf la ) long ago.
Gotta try this game out ♥ real creative and fun.
All 5 Stars yeah! Hehe.
New levels ?
When ?
Lol.
Okay signing off. Mugging hard. Bwuaiii.
@ 12:59 AM
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I broke my own record.
Have been coughing (ahem, serious case fyi) for 3 weeks 3 days, WITHOUT recovering - this word seems so near yet so far, lol.
(_ _#)
Thanks to the terrible weather.
Thanks to the weak body.
Thanks to the scary warning from Samantha " You'll get cancerrrr! ".
What's worse is that it has been going on before-during-and even after my national examinations! Wtf.
I'm still strooooooooooong.
(Sigh. I wished it was true...)
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6 Nov
Just some highlights for today:
-Mom is back.
And I'm not crying :) it's just water that uncontrollably appears and rolls down from my canthus. I am seriously not crying...
Saying goodbye is the worst moment ever....
-Loooong talk with Samantha and sorry for ruining your entire day with my busy schedule.
- And..lastly, well, once again, I'm all alone :)
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Should just stop here.
Have not been uploading any photos because of all the ugly breakouts/dark circles/wrinkles? LOL.
Erm, will be posting.. maybe, soon?
Since my blog is becoming more and more boring, should just post few " peektures " to prove that my blog has not yet dead. Haiz.
Pinkyyy room!
In need to have a personal self-designed room like this =(
It's not perfect but I like, so what?
Got this from internet .
Creative Halloween costume right? LOL.
What will next year be? :)) hahahaha. Tampon perhaps, wtf.
For guys/men who wanna impress ladies/women.
Take a look.
And well, good luck ! :))
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Since my blog is becoming more and more boring, should just post few " peektures " to prove that my blog has not yet dead. Haiz.
In need to have a personal self-designed room like this =(
It's not perfect but I like, so what?
Creative Halloween costume right? LOL.
What will next year be? :)) hahahaha. Tampon perhaps, wtf.
Take a look.
And well, good luck ! :))
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Church tomorrow.
Grant me some peace, God ! :(
Grant me some peace, God ! :(
Good night.
02 November 2010 @ 9:48 PM
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Oh no!
:(
Throat infection.
Please please pleaseeeeeeeeeeee!
I'm praying hard.
I seriously do not wish to smell hospital once again! :( it has already been a night mare to me.
Don't make it worse! Pleaseee! Argh.
Operation?
Surgery?
WTF!
I DONT WANT !!! :((
Honestly I'm trembling upon hearing the word "hospital", let alone "operation"....
God, please help me!
Why am i always the one that ends up with serious sickness and illness all the time?
Why?
Okay whatever.
I should not blame what have been destined for me.
Fine.
I will accept everything no matter what.
But.
Seriously.
I
AM
SCARED
MAXXXXXXXXXX! :((
Who will understand? :((
01 November 2010 @ 6:17 PM
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What does it mean for having identical dreams over and over again?
I mean...
How can it be so accurate and all the details are just exactly the same? It's like a whole continuous story for which I don't even know I've ever thought about that before.
It scarily seems so true that I ain't dare to tell myself ...whether it's true or not!
And.
If it happened continuously for consecutive days I could understand ( Maybe there would just be some lingering thoughts that bothered me ? :\ hmm.... )
But !
This happens every 1-2months.
The story will be continuing unexpectedly in one of the night after that "break".
I am seriously confused.
What do all these mean? What are they hinting me of?
I found I'm, well, a bit much ridiculous !
Sigh.
Can any psychologist do me a favour to clear all my doubts? :( If not I guess I'd be mad soooooon.
Soooooooooooooo weird...
T_____T
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P/s: I'm half way through the battle alreadyyyyyyyyyy. 4 more to go.
Yay! :D
T_____T
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P/s: I'm half way through the battle alreadyyyyyyyyyy. 4 more to go.
Yay! :D
