06 May 2010 @ 1:41 AM
* Suffering.
" I had a lot of wishes...
...all kind of wishes...
Wish that something would happen...
Wish that something would not happen...
Wish that what was happening would stop...
Wish that dreams would really come true...
Wish that I could get something which I didnt have or maybe ...just borrow it at least for a while? "
I then wonder.
How many people are there who actually dare to face the challenges that life has given to them ?
It's just too easy said than done.
I then admire.
Those people who are carefree and determined to work towards their goals in life.
I then take a self-reflection at myself.
I have no idea when things will turn out finely like what I have always been wishing for.
May I have the ability to freeze this moment , just for a short while ?
To think of everything.
Once more.
At least.
To look through everything.
Just once more.
And just to be frank, you will never understand how suffering of being a sensitive person.
This is a mental torture.
More than a physical pain.
More than everything else...