12 June 2010 @ 4:30 PM
* Once again, LOST !
Spent almost half a day just to sleep -.-
Woke up at 8am for some reason. Quick breakfast followed after that.
Cereals didn't taste as nice as usual. I don't know why (=
Went back to sleep until 4pm.
Having TOM YAM cup noodles nowww .. maybe for dinner.
Church later at 6pm.
Today completely SUCKS.
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By the way, tomorrow will be busyyy and the BEST part is I will need to travel a lot ( like from North to South and back to North again? LOL ).
I want to do something.
Seriously, I want to study. No joke !
I want to do my ART. I honestly want it.
But my brain is like ... being washed off ?
I just kept staring at all the notes/books and didn't know what to do next yesterday.
Fine, a day was wasted while I've left with limited time. OMG ! Time is running out ))=
What is the point if you keep on studying the wrong things ? There will be nobody to tell me whether whatever I'm studying is correct or not.
For God's sake, I'm seriously feeling lost.
I even don't know what I am here for ?
I mean what are the purposes of living ? Each day passes by, I just sit here and do nothing.
Cmon ):
WHAT THE DEUCE ! ):
Can anyone tell me what to do? I mean...GUIDE ME ! Goodness !
I wanna scream out loud ! Cannot take it anymore !!!
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