I agree that I've second thoughts sometimes, come on, who will not? Maybe third, fourth, fifth and so on. But for one thing I can be certain is, I have never ever given up no matter how shitty the situations were. What should I follow, my heart or my mind? Oh, well, it doesn't work both ways anyway.

Faith is shaking.

I can't decide of the path ahead of me. I'm at the cross road that I don't know whether to turn left/right or to go ahead/backward. 

I've stepped in this mud so deep that I can't get myself out of it. It ain't so bad like how it was 5 years ago, but...

Feelings ain't right.

I know, choosing to run away from the bad days is not ideal but I've no choice.

Till then.

I love everybody.